think about this

here I am, Want to ask some questions. don't judge anything,
u don't even know for who is this. Just read.
setiap orang punya masalah, ga ada orang yang bisa memendam perasaan itu sendirian. pasti membutuhkan seseorang untuk bercerita dan meluapkan seluruh perasaan, yang bisa disebut sahabat. Pasti, apapun itu masalahnya kapanpun pasti lo cerita yg lo rasain ke sahabat lo itu, tapi.. gimana kalo permasalahan lo itu adalah sahabat lo itu? Dan terlebih lagi 'she/he takes your (another) bestfriend(s)' gimana rasanya?! rasanya bener2 udah ga tau mau cerita sama siapa, ga ada satu orang pun lagi yang terpikir di otak. rasanya STUCK sama perasaan ini, disaat lo bener2 butuh lo bener2 udah kehilangan sahabat yang biasanya selalu ada buat lo yang skrg udah diambil sm org lain. nyesek. gimana kalo SEMUA diambil? sakit. apalagi sahabat lo berubah 180 derajat karena 1orang? SAHABAT itu harusnya setia, menolong, dan memberikan hal positive. ayo kita jadi sahabat yang baik, MENGERTI apa yang dirasakan bukan MENCURI kebahagian sahabat lo. rasanya itu, mau marah banting ngamuk, tp disatu sisi dia adalah temen deket dan sahabat lo, lo ga bisa benci mereka. oke ga dendam, tapi cuma minta tolong ngerti apa yang dirasain seseorang jgn mikirin perasaan sendiri. Bisa? Thanks. i'm not even angry, i've already lost them, i do really2222 need them. don't take anyone who's near by me. pernah ga sih gua ambil sesuatu dari lo? ga kan? pikirin gimana jadi gua plis

REMEMBER

1. WHOEVER COMES ARE THE RIGHT PEOPLE
2. WHATEVER HAPPENS IS THE ONLY THING THAT COULD HAVE
3. WHENEVER IT'S START IS THE RIGHT TIME
4. WHEN IT'S OVER, IT'S OVER

pictures

ROYAL WEDDING! ({})

Prince William & Princess Kate

They're kissing:*
Look at the flower girl, she's closing her ears and looks angry-_-

The flower girls
so beautiful, right?

Awesome, huh? Congrats Prince& Princess:)

Justin Bieber

yea lagi demam Justin bgt kyknya dimanamana, dia lg adain program world tour.
terus kemaren, 24th April 2011, dia dateng ke Indonesia, Jakarta.

Yaaaaaa gue sih ga nonton, awalnya ga tertarik....
tapi kok, galau jd pengen bgtbgt tp telat &terlewat-_-

ini nih fotonya gue ambil dari punya org :$
ganteng ya.... galau ga nonton....

workshop

1 April 2011. kita, siswa/i penabur ga belajar. Free-day. tapi ada kegiatan seminar sama workshop. pas seminar kita kedatengan psikolog, kak Ajeng Raviando. terus bintang tamu nya Michael Idol. Banyak bgt pengetahuan yang kita dapetin dari mereka, setelah itu kita dapet waktu istirahat 1 jam. Terus masing2 siswa masuk ke kelas workshopnya masing2, diantaranya ada Fashion Designer, Fotografi, Hair Style, Make up, Membatik, Presenter, &Manga.


Kebetulan gue memilih Fashion Designer, SERU! kita bikin kyk apa gitu namanya suruh nentuin tema terus ambil dari majalah. Menurut gue sih bagus hehehe :$ tapi gamenang sih-_-

   Tema yang kita ambil itu Pattern, Pattern itu kan kyk berpola gitu. Nah maksud kita dlm pemilihan tema ini, agar kita tuh berani. coba kalo dibandingin sama yang polos2 aja, datarkan. Sama halnya dlm hidup kita, kalo kita ga berubah dan gitugitu aja ga bakal ada yang bagus. harus berani! :) Ini hasil karya gue, Shanitta, Marsha, Finna, Gaby

life

kasih pendapat kalian dong tentang ini...

kenapa hidup ini penuh pilihan? kenapa ada resiko disetiap pilihan? kenapaaa? kenapa salah dalam pemilihan menyebabkan adanya resiko yang merugikan?

    hahaha jadi gininih, gue mau cerita. let's talk about my life.. kalo dari keluarga nih lagi ga ada masalah, lagi baik tentram damai. skip aja ya, let's talking about friendship &school life..
galau gue ngmgin sklh-_- gini ya nilai gue lagi naik sih dan guru2 udah mulai baik semua sama gue. tapi tetep aja masih kurang. gue mau IPA tapi nilai matematika fisika biologi gue pas2an dan kimia jengjengdubrakduar. skip...udah gue omongin di post2 sebelumnya..

    kita bicara tentang, persahabatan. nih ini dari dlm hati gue yg paling dalem, gue selalu pgn nyenengin orang, gapeduli sesakit apa gue tapi gue gamau nyakitin. beberapa hari lalu gue dibilang "mkn tuh omongan gamau nyakitin. bego" sama salah satu orang krn gue lebih milih temen dr dia. ya, trsrh mau blng gue bego tapi ternyata pilihan gue yg terbaik. maaf bo. skip lagi ah-_- nih skrg ini buat salah satu temen terbaik gue, walaupun kita temenan baru beberapa bulan gue udah ngerasa deket &nyambung bgt. tapi sekarang, gue keilangan lo. lo yg dulu. mungkin lo udah main sm yg lain, tapi kita kangen bgt dan kt ga nuntut lo ada buat kita kok yang penting lo seneng, kt ikut seneng.. take care ya, friend :")

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

    ganti pembicaraan lagi, aduh bawel ya maaf-_- let's talking about relationship. jengjeng yg deket sm gue udah tau naik turun nya gue dihubungan ini. pertama yang paling mau gue tegasin, buat yang ngerasa gue PHP maaf ya i've so many reason if i did that 2u, sorry. mau jujur? gue sayang lo semuaaaaaaaa, oke pasti lo lgsg pada mikir gue player. tapi jgn nethink dulu, gue syg sbg apa? tolong dibedakan ya. jujur gue gampang sakit hati sama kata2 yg asal, jd watch ur words before u judge me. 

ini yang gue mau, mau satu yang pasti :" 1 is enough. i'll never let go. Promise:)v

when u love someone just be brave to say that u want him to be with u

when u hold ur love don't ever let it go

or u'll lose ur chance to make ur dreams come true

ada lagi nih kata2 gue dapetin ini dari BM temen sih..

If ur love words isn't enough for him/her show ur love,

if it's not enough for them, leave them and search another someone to loving

u can get the great some1 at the gr8 time, don't give up..

see, hidup gue lagi bener2 dihadapkan pada banyaak pilihan. yang gue butuh cuma 1, tolong ngertiin gue. ya.. maaf kalo gue ada salah sama lo, siapapun &apapun itu. love ya:* -Shanitta Rudyanta

quotes

hey boy, see this... and think about this

"You know somebody, and they cry for you. They stay awake at night and dream of you. I bet you never even know they do, but somebody's crying for you."

girls, boy's never ever ever think like this... they think logically. goodbye is end and it means nothing need to continue. so, don't cry. there's so much outta there can make u happy &forget ur problem(s)

destinations

Rapot Mid..
hmmm "cukup" memuaskan sih hehehe :$
selangkah menuju penjurusan!

IPA/ IPS? *galau*

mau bgtbgtbgt IPA
tapi bu evi menghancurkan itu semua, dia bilang "saya tidak merekomendasikan kamu masuk ipa, nilai ips mu bagus...jadi saran saya IPS saja"
jujur, disaat itu juga mood lgsg hancur-_- tapi ya gue masih mau usaha buat dapet IPA. terkesan maksa sih, tapi gimana dong mau, didukung dan cita2 IPA. gimana ga usaha? nilai gue emg yg paling jelek itu kimia, kyaamalu tapi beneran..tapi masih ada waktukan ya masih doong. doain ya semua :D IPA please IPA!!

well, ya as u c. gue lagi mau fokus sama penjurusan, sklh paling utama!! dan hal2 lain gue singkirkan dulu...... bs disebut gue lagi tidak *terlalu* memperdulikan lingkungan sekitar. main sih tetep ya aduh itu susah dihapuskan tapi dikurangin. belajarrrrrrrr lebih bnyk. &the most important lagi alim nih gue jadi praying2222 :$ gue lg mempunyai suatu tujuan, bs dibilang..impian (ceilaah). doaakan ya! jgn cobacoba nanya ke gue apaini krn ini hny saya& tuhan yg tahu hahahakrik-_-

please God, here i am. still praying to U

Realize

last day of holiday

shiz i still want more holiday!!

-----------skip

back to the topic, realize

ya, i've just realized something

i've learned, i've studied

all, i wanna2222 say sorry 2u everyone if i had made a mistake(s)

i know, regret's useless, but better to fix it than doing nothing

once more, sorry

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

sebenernya ini di buat jam 11.55 tadi krn gabisa tidur gitu

dan pas lagi ada yg ulgtaun!! 21 Maret~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARVIN & ANDREAS
wish everything all the best for you both! :D
hehehehe bye(?)

holiday?

sebenernya ya ini tuh libur sampe tgl 29!!:D tapi yaaa nasib anak penabur, harus tetep kesekolah buat susulan2 remed2 dan kumpulin tugas2 yang beluum. yaudahlahya mau digimanain lagi daripada rapot jelek kan gamau. nih gue mau ngasih tau jadwal kelas 10 selama liburan yaa, ini yg gue tau aja sih tapi..

senin, 21 maret:  remed fisika (alat optik)
                            remed akuntansi (uts)
                            susulan lab fisika (alat optik)
selasa, 22 maret: remed kewarganegaraan (uts)
                            remed bahasa inggris
rabu, 23 maret:   remed biologi (uts)
                            susulan Lab biologi
                            remed fisika (vektor)
                            susulan lab fisika (vektor)
kamis, 24 maret: remed mandarin (uts)
jum'at, 25 maret: remed penjas

itu aja sih sepertinya ya, buat nilai2 yang belum diketahuin yaa liat disekolah aja. pake seragam yaa kesekolahnya terus datengnya setelah 13.00 ;D

ya although remedial2 ini ruin your holiday, tapi ini buat kita karena kita sendiri kok. don't be sad. happy holiday all! :D

complicated.

the tittle of this post, describe my life for now.
i'm just so tired & frustrated. There's so many problems and no one WANT to understand. how could i life like this?:" the only thing that i do really2222 want for now is go out. find my new life out there. i do really want it, 4sure. who should i trust? God, i need you, and no one else. please listen to me, i'm begging. :(

february☺♥

my favorite month, always..
first, my birthday!! i got a surprise from some of my friends☺ 11022011
asik2 seneng bgt loh. padahal ya udah kabur diem2:$ tau2 didatengin ke rumah
thankyou Marsha Alda Tebi Lembong Dwi Aron Ben David Jojo Gembul Reinier
thnk u like a million time and thnk u for the eggs, wheat, coffee, presents and the scrap books♥

and another special in this month is.... valentine's day♥♥♥
yea well, actually maybe i'm not with a special person,
but my friends make it special. i've got a flower and chocolates ({})

actually, i just got home from had fun with dwi
lembong rio. so tired,but i had a really2 gr8 day.
maybe it's not too late to say, happy Valentine's day all!
it's already 11.19 pm! sleep well ppl! byebye~~

evolution

new year....... changes everything, &also my self. jadi nih ya, gue bener2 niat berubah ditaun ini ya gue akuin taun lalu gue kacau gatau waktu gatau yang penting yg akibatnya tiap hari jd berantakan

so many things that i learned in 2010.

i knew how important are friends, school and family.

ohya 1 more thing. it's february <3

yeamy birthday month. actually, i don't want anything.

i just want all peoples that i love, hug me({})

a words

i got this from nova, she says it was just like me

i had to admit, i do miss you. Like crazy. It's drivin me insane. I see you every single day at school, and every single time we walk right by each other, not
saying a word. I want so much to just talk to you again. It doesn't have to be much. just a simple "hey" wold suffice. I just wish you would say it. If you 
really loved me, why didn't you chase after me?

i'm kind a like speechless, waw it was just like what i feel

haha never mind, bye